Close enough to start a war. All that I have is on the floor. God only knows what we’re fighting for. And these flies kept me sleeping. All my fears on their wings. It’s the way that you are. And the way I’ll forever be. I won’t rescue you to just desert me. I can’t give you the heart you think you gave me. I braved a hundred storms to leave you. I lacked the things you need the most, you said. You wasted all that sweetness to run and hide. I remind you of the days you poured your heart into, but you never tried. I’m falling from grace, took a blow to my face, I’ve loved and I’ve lost. I’m caught in the crossfire of my own thoughts. The lost dreams I buried in my sleep for you. The waves will break every chain on me. And God knows I’m not dying but I breathe now and God knows it’s the only way to heal now. With all the blood I lost with you. It drowns the love I thought I knew. And every whisper, it’s the worst. Emptied out by a single word. Long days, longer nights. You breaking hearts, isn’t breaking mine. I’ll be fine on my own. I keep changing like the leaves, hell, Go. You’ll be fine on your own. So I put my faith in something unknown. But I’m tired of hope with nothing to hold. And it’s hard to learn, and it’s hard to love when you’re giving me such sweet nothing. And it’s not enough to tell me that you care when we both know the words are empty air. You give me nothing. So I’m falling from high places, falling through lost spaces. We lost faith, in the arms of love. I lost my time here, I lost my patience with it all. I lost my mind here, I lost my patience with the lord. We’ve been fighting lately, we’ve been fighting with the wolves. And so for those days we felt like a mistake, those times when love’s what you hate, somehow, we keep marching on. We’ll have the days we break, and we’ll have the scars to prove it, we’ll have the bonds that we save, but we’ll have the heart not to lose it. For all of the times we’ve stopped, for all of the things I’m not. I’m afraid to sleep because of what haunts me. Such as living with the uncertainty that I’ll never find the words to say. Someone come and save my life, maybe I’ll sleep when I am dead but now it’s like the night is taking sides. With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind, Could it be this misery will suffice? I have this feeling when I finally find the words to say but I can’t tell you if you turn around and run away. Cold hearted child, tell me where it’s all gone, tell me how you feel. Just a grain in the morning air, dark shadow on the hill, all this apathy you feel will make a fool of us all. I’ve been worryin’ that my time is a little unclear, I’ve been worryin’ that I’m losing the ones I hold dear, I’ve been worryin’ that we all, live our lives, in the confines of fear. Put dream to paper everything was sinking. But the birds they sang, at break of day. “Start again”, I hear them say. The birds they sang, all a choir, “Start again a little higher”. It’s a spark in a sea of gray. Might have to go where they don’t know my name. A simple plot but I know one day. Good things are coming our way. And can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky like shooting stars? I could really use a wish right now. To go back to a place much simpler than this. Because after all the partying and all the pandemonium and all the madness, there comes a time where you fade to the blackness, but that’s just how the story unfolds. You get another hand soon after you fold. And when your plans unravel in the sand. What would you wish for if you had one chance? Tell me something, something that can move me. Tell me lies and I swear you’re gonna lose me. Never thought I’d live to see the day, when everybody’s words got in the way. So fly me to nowhere, it’s better than somewhere. My life gets kinda boring. Need something that I can confess. Sick of all the insincere. This time I don’t need another perfect lie. Don’t care if critics ever jump in line. So I’m gonna give all my secrets away. Amazing how we got this far. It’s like we’re chasing all those stars. And when I look back on those neon lights. The leather seats, the passage rite. In the back of the car with you I stare into the sun. Still not too old to die young. I feel the heat, I see the light. Racing shadows under moonlight through the desert on a hot night, and for a second there we’d won, we were innocent and young. White lips, pale face. Burnt lungs, sour taste, light’s gone, day’s end. So you took your place but the fall from grace was the hardest part. Time came creeping. Oh and time’s a loaded gun. Every road is a ray of light. It goes on time can only lead you on. Still it’s such a beautiful night. Love don’t let me go, won’t you take me where the streetlights glow? I could hear it coming, like a serenade of sound. Gravity release me and don’t ever hold me down. Because when the future’s architectured by a carnival of idiots on show, you’d better lie low. Bury me in armour when I’m dead and hit the ground. A love back home, it unfolds. And if you love me, won’t you let me know? So if you love me, why’d you let me go? I had to find you, tell you I need you. Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions, let’s go back to the start. Nobody said it was easy. It’s such a shame for us to part. No one ever said it would be this hard. Take me back to the start. I was just guessing at numbers and figures, pulling the puzzles apart. Questions of science, science and progress, do not speak as loud as my heart. Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me. I don’t believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now. There are many things that I would like to say to you but I don’t know how. People moving all the time inside a perfectly straight line. Don’t you wanna just curve away? Now the sky could be blue, I don’t mind without you it’s a waste of time. Could be grey, without you I’m just miles away. Because maybe, you’re gonna be the one that saves me. And after all, You’re my wonderwall. Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of and others just read of the love, the love that I love. It’s okay if you have to go away, well just remember the telephone works both ways. Lie down you know it’s easy, like we did it through summer long. And I’ll be anything you ask and more because there’s no filling up your spaces with fictionary places. Show me that to you don’t care and I’ll stay here if you prefer. Yes I’ll leave you without a Word.